Update: After I open up to him

(BOTH 25) after posting here for few weeks about me breaking down. I finally open up to him. No we dont have "The talk" but i just opening up our feelings

Here is the summary of my chat

So basically I just say that I am not happy to our relationship dynamic because there are are so many tension and unresolve issues specially in sexual side. I dont blame and force him to do anything but just help me understand whats happening to us, to you because this issue is affecting me physically and mentally

He answer:

He acknowldge that we didnt do the deed but it doesnt mean that he is not attracted to me. He states that he is stress and tired lately and didnt know why, maybe financially or life routine and he didnt have solution to it. I dont need act or change my self like sexy or seductive because he love me the way who I am. He said sorry that he cant comfort me right now and he didnt want to tell me his problem.

We only see each other twice a week this happen in chat. Tbh i didnt open his chat for 22 hours because im kinda scared to his reply, Because tbh this talk can also lead to break up. Before i replied to his chat He came knocking to my door and we just embrace each other and talk a little but not that serious. He jokingly said " i feel like you didnt want me you just wanted my dick"

Anyhow we didnt have a solution to our DB yet, and tbh i dont want to rush anything. We just want to have a peaceful life and discover & built our life or career.

To answer why didnt leave him yet:

He is a good guy, makes me laugh and my best friend. Tbh he is the cleanest guy i can get, (im his first body). Me seeing how dating world right now its kinda scary.

Any advice is welcome