i’m gonna be lonely forever

18 ftm

i had this boyfriend, everything was awesome. the only thing was, he lived in Sweden and i live in the US. so i somehow convinced my mom to bring me all the way to sweden. it was great. we hung out, we kissed, we did everything partners do! i get back to the US and we’re still dating. i plan another trip for christmas to see him again. i booked plane tickets and everything was going according to plan. then one day i noticed he started to act weird. stopped being affectionate. then one day he said he wanted to break up because he lost feelings for me and he likes someone else. i had to cancel all flights, return $200 dollars worth of gifts and all while im taking finals. now he has a girlfriend. i’m convinced im gonna be alone forever now.