28 [NB4F/NB/FTM] #Online #Texas (San Antonio)— I’d like for us to have a strong common ground.

What I want is a friend, above all else. I won’t pretend I’m not as sexual in nature as anybody, but what my life lacks most desperately is someone to go on adventures with, someone with whom every day is an adventure itself. Someone with whom I can dissect my thoughts, ideas, and experiences thoroughly, without them becoming bored or asking why I bother. If the physical component should fail us, I believe we two humans could carry on with platonic attachment, all the same.

About me: Tall by some standards, minuscule by others (5’8); always desperate to let out my masculine side, in a world where I must feign femininity day to day in order to earn a living (rural Texas). Brown eyes, brown hair. I consider myself as much an intellectual as I do a fool, and a Luddite as much as I am a technology lover (down with AI, up with my beloved old Wacom tablet). I take no drink, nor smoke, and prefer my company be sober. I am not a flirt whatsoever, as far as I’ve ever discovered. The well-read and prejudiced might consider me a Saturday night butch. What I consider myself will be revealed to you when we have established trust.

I won’t brush aside the fact that I have dark circles beneath my eyes no matter how much I sleep. It’s almost impossible for me to gain muscle, despite my daydreaming of strength. I have a bad back and a bad jaw, and despite the things I’ve listed here, a bad case of vanity, too— I find myself quite beautiful. Some say I’m funny enough to be missed when I’m gone.

My interests include art, history, theology, and much else. I love all insects, nature (ecology), and even the ugliest thing you can think of. I live my life with an expansive curiosity and optimism about each day of the future. What I enjoy sometimes more than anything else is the passion of others when they share with me.

If you’ve read this and decided you’d like to be my friend, and not a prospective partner, go ahead and message me. I won’t be disappointed to know you- as long as we maintain level expectations of ourselves and each other, prioritize honesty, and accept that not every connection sticks.