White don't you love me

23 years. I have you all of me everything for 23 years. I never asked you to buy me anything I bought my own things I paid for our kids things. Even though you made more money than me. All I ever wanted was you. You never even got me anything in birthdays or valentines day. And now I find out you've been having a affair for the last 5 years. Pampering her with gifts and whatever else. And you have a baby with her. You didn't even have the decency to tell me. You thought you were gonna be able to keep it a secret. Why don't you love me what did I do wrong. What did she do right. You treated me so bad over the years and still do and treat her like a princess. My heart breaks every single day.