Status: Sleeping

I think my extreme fatigue is going to be the end of me or something.

I have DPDR, anxiety, PTSD, depression.

I also have moderate liver fibrosis, chronic kidney disease, ADHD, non-verbal learning disorder, and I’m really triggered by my federal job.

Lately they’ve put me on GLP-1 shots to help me metabolically.

I take drugs for psych and somatic. Including high blood pressure, and I am a bit overweight.

Lately since starting the GLP-1 shots I can barely function. I am always thirsty, never hungry, and I sleep constantly. I took today off to sleep, and I slept for 16 hours.

I pee once every 8 hours or so. I poop once per week. I feel my brain and my body are shutting down, as if winding down or going quite literally into sleep mode.

Last night I came right home from work and crawled into bed. I felt a little depersonalization at that time, like I was watching myself. I begged whatever God was out there to just let me die once I was asleep.

It’s not that I want to die it’s more I don’t want to be here in this place.

Monday I see my PCP.

I feel like something is better after we go