So I took 200mg of CDH. I was trying to off myself. Immediately regretted it. Effects kicked in in about half an hour, just simple unfocusedness.

So I switched off all my lights and tried going to sleep. That's when delirium began. It's quite rare but it can happen in an OD, due to the anticholinergic dose being low. But it can happen. It started with me seeing a face in my window. Terrified the crap out of me, then some shadow person with out a head standing by my desk. Okay, freaky. Then it got crazy. Every time I blinked id see faces or people standing. Then things started running around my room, there was a tall grey man standing in the corner. Things were peering at me around the corner. And then the drugs knocked me out. 

I drew what traumatized me the most. The face in image one when I blinked, the grey man in image two.

However the effects have effected me even till now. I keep seeing things, there was an all white woman in a white frilly dress out my window, she vanished when I blinked, I'll see people peering at me from behind things like walls and lamp posts. I'll see translucent figures in my room which aren't there. I can't trust my eyes, I found myself questioning if who I live with is even real, I can't trust dark rooms. Like legitimately, I'm quite scared, and thinking of booking an appointment at the NHS.

Basically tldr, this is a terrible drug and you should never try it. It's unsafe. It can lead to terrible problems. Don't do it. If you wanna feel disassociated, alcohol is a safer way to do this.

Cetrizine dihydrochloride trip report (Don't do this)