Labia and cuckquean jealousy, hard truths and masochism

The more you learn about men’s sexual preferences… the more it breaks you. Knowing they all want college age… knowing they prefer tight smooth skin, freshly ripe pussy still puffy with collagen. Innie pussy, perky tits, flat tummy. It breaks me. I am so jealous my voice cracks in front of prettier girls. I only think of being cheated on during sex. I only think of him with his exes during his fun college years. I am the soggy leftovers gone bad.