I can’t believe how delusional I was when I was younger/most of my 20s

I actually thought a guy with:

\- a stutter

\- glasses

\- 5 6

\- ethnic

\- worst genetics for muscle and aesthetics (even when I’m “big” I have T. rex forearms despite focused training)

\- dysfunctional family that’s constantly fighting

\- abject poverty I still haven’t escaped despite working many jobs

\- adhd diagnosed

I actually thought I stood a chance with an average girl because I was a gymcel and looked “decent” lmfaoooo

I wish I truly walked away years ago.