Sex in a church

Hey guys im a 46 year old wife and mom. I was super religious until I met this guy super into the devil and stuff. I cheated with him. He offered me 1000 dollars to have sex in a church and he was great at sex so I said yes. We continued to do it at 4 other churches. I have cheated before multiple times and let guys finish inside me. I was on birth control and somehows still got pregnant by just this one guy. I do not know what to make of that. Weirdly I was into the devil bs he would say while he did me hard. I feel like I have just gone way too deep into cheating and all that I just keep wanting crazier experiences to happen which excite me.