I'll give up soon,I have nothing to live for

Hello everyone, I don't know from where to start , I just worked hard but took the wrong path and ended up a failure, never had support, my family see me struggling and prefer to leave me drown eventho they can help . I have no friends, I thought I found a connection only for the person to pull away for ig judgemental reasons . It's like life gave me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is only to take things from me. I'm exhausted, I'll keep going but idk for how long I can Just wanted to get this out of my chest , it feels so heavy.