20F I love older men

I love older men, and when i say “older” i don’t mean 25 years old, or 30, i’m talking like men in their late 40s and 50s. i love fooling around with them, i love being their cumslut, just anything. Last year, i had the privilege of being fucked by one. It was my friend’s father (48 years old), let’s call my friend Emma, who was 21 at the time. Me and this girl weren’t super close friends, but we still hung out from time to time and one time we hung out at the mall, since it was getting dark, her dad came to pick her up and they suggested he takes me home too. I agreed immediately because i went to her place a couple of times and he happened to be there, and omg…he’s so fucking hot. He kind of had a dad bod and he was tall, he also had huge hands, which makes my kink even stronger lol. Just to be clear, he’s divorced, i’d never fool around with a married man. We’d do some small talk from time to time, and that’s when i’d notice him checking me out, and when i wore a tight shirt, he visibly had a hard time not staring at my tits. Anyways, he dropped my friend off first because she lived closer to the mall and i got into the front seat when she left. We did the usual boring small talk and then food came into the conversation somehow and i talked about this one restaurant but i could not remember the name, and i said my cousin knows it, i told him i’d ask my cousin and let emma know and she can tell him, but he suggested he gives me his number instead and i can text him the name. Once i got the name of the restaurant, he asked me to go there with him, and i agreed. Eventually, after a few weeks of texting and after going to that restaurant, he took me to his apartment and he fucked me 4 times that night. First he fucked my mouth, then he fucked my pussy in doggy, pronebone and then missionary. It was the best night of my life and just the feeling of him using my holes over and over again to satisfy himself was out of this world. He had so much stamina, i could honestly barely hold out. Eventually emma found out and stopped being friends with me, which i honestly didn’t care about since we weren’t that close and she’d spent most of our time together complaining about her cheating bf. But her dad decided he doesn’t want to make his daughter sad, so i haven’t talked to him since.

But since then, my obsession with older men has grown stronger and i love having fun with them online and irl.