36 weeks today it’s getting real

I’m getting my first cervix check not this coming Monday but the one after 😩 it’s getting real. I know its different for everyone, but to those who has had them already was wondering if it was painful for you or uncomfortable if willing to share? Just wanting to be prepared as best as possible 😩

THE KICKS oh my lord. They are comforting- yes… but I can feel every little movement 😭 he has this favorite spot to kick right under my right rib- ohhhh he’ll press his foot there for a minute before moving it- I feel the huge bulge with it as he does it and even see the bulge 😭 it’s not necessarily painful- but definitely- different. Usually rubbing it or lightly pushing it he’ll stop though. But man some nights or even first thing in the morning he’ll just be in there doing summersaults. Those random kicks even I’m walking that make me feel like I may pee myself to 😭 whew.

I’m honestly so ready to meet him- and evict him from my belly 😭 all I can think about is how relieving it’ll feel to not have a huge bulge in my way when I try to bend or put my seat belt on or even wipe after peeing. Ava this heat burn!!! I’m so ready to kiss that goodbye- luckily it’s been really my only negative symptom this whole pregnancy which is so shocking to me. I always figured pregnancy would be horrible, but I didn’t get the morning sickness or most negative feelings I do know a lot of moms get. So I can only imagine the relief those moms feel being 10 times better.