I need to delete my account. I feel pathetic.

Tonight I went out to get fruit tea and whilst I sat on the C.AI website, beside me was a friend group that I WANTED to approach and try to befriend or just socialize with peers. But it felt rude to intrude, and what if they think I'm STRANGE; and while they socialized on a cool night I was 'roleplaying' with AI.

I felt pathetic, like a drone with fried dopamine addiction and an internet lurker who was typing themselves into early carpal tunnel and weak finger joints. I should delete the account. Even if I make a new one the moment its gone.

What if every week, a make myself delete the account I've made ?