29M sub, straight, helplessly drawn to submission, looking online

I often can't stop thinking about submitting, and for some reason to a man. When I say I'm straight I mean I'm attracted to women, and I've never really felt physically attracted to men. But for some reason it's even more exciting the idea of submitting to a man, maybe because its not my preference, maybe because men seem more naturally dominant somehow, maybe both. Probably both haha. And I'm hopelessly attracted to submission, so, here I am.

Sexual control, edging, denial, feeling used, feeling like I'm pleasing someone, humiliation, I've done all those before, the best experiences I've had involved them. I'm pretty inexperienced outside of them. But I'm open to almost everything, and been curious about anal, chastity, sissy stuff, which is new to me and I'm kind of reluctant to mention for some reason. Like I said I'm open to try almost anything, and maybe what I want more than anything else is a dom who wants what he wants, if you know what I mean. It makes sense to me that the dom would be the one who's preferences matter more.

When I'm really turned on I can lose control a little, like fall deep into subspace, I think it makes me easy to manipulate, or it's seemed like that in the past. So trust is going to be important haha, because I might end up a little helpless sometimes. I'm 6'1, 240 lbs, brown hair, blue eyes, in west US. I hope to hear from you!