I wish I had guts

I wish I had guts

DEAR dani I wish I was great with words. I wish that I wasn't so damn shy. I wish I said I love you more. I wish I wasn't so damn angry. I wish I would of told you sooner. I wish I wasn't a coward. I wish you would of told me how you felt but I will never know. I wish I wasn't jealous of guy you spent all of your birthday talking to.

But its to late. Now I am world away. Because beautiful I was in love with you. If you ever check your messages you will see what I am talking about. But tonight probably going be last night im on social media isn't great for mental health. I dont think I will ever reach out to you. Because it hurts to much to love someone that doesn't love me.

Love jon