tried to take a break…

i woke up today feeling lazy and thought it’d be a good idea to take a break from touching for a day… then i took a few hits of my pen and now I’m soooo horny and needy >< idk what it is about being high that turns me into a leaky mess. i’m worried that if i start rubbing, I won’t be able to stop myself from cumming and i’ll ruin my 3 week denial streak.. should i touch myself anyways or keep my hands off and sit here squirming and needy??