Is there anyway I can get over my rejection of refusing to eat Chinese food

for years i can’t eat Chinese cause I been refusing to cause of one messed up video on Facebook of a puppy getting i can’t even describe how brutal and terrible it was it’s been years and I can’t even eat Chinese food cause of one horrific messed up video I heard

about years ago and I won’t even eat something as simple as rice because of it I don’t even wanna go to china because of how messed up it is it happen in 2021 I think I use to eat Chinese food but since that video I can’t t eat Chinese food cause of it I don’t know where to post something like this I don’t know what Paige can describe this topic I’m not tryna be rude