OA lang ba ako na nagtampo ako kagabi?

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Hello! May boyfriend (27M) ako (29F) right now and kagabi nagtampo ako sa kanya kasi sa 10 months of our relationship hanggang ngayon wala pa rin kaming printed photo together

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For context both students kami (sya undergrad and me grad student) so dependent pa rin kami sa parents namin when it comes to money kaya most of our dates are 50/50 pero minsan nililibre nya ako and minsan nililibre ko sya. Kapag nagdadate kami madalas ko syang yayain nag magpicture sa mga photo booth para for the physical memories na hindi lang sa photo album sa phone lang. and everytime is nag no-no sya kasi wala daw syang budget kahit na sinasabi ko na kahit hati kaming dalawa sa bayad. Dumating ang valentines and nakita nya kung paano ako nakatingin sa photobooth so sabi nya pag onti na yung pila magpipicture us kaso valentines day kaya hindi umoonti yung pila kaya di rin kami nakapagpicture. Fast forward ulit nag celeb kami ng monthsary namin sa Jobes Bridge and same scenario, marami yung tao sa photobooth so hindi nanaman natuloy

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Kahapon lumabas kami ng friend ko nag photobooth kami ang yung picture na yun nilagay ko sa cork board ko sa room namin (I have a board where I pin pictures and mementos) and nagsabi na ako sa kanya na nagtatampo ako kasi wala kaming picture together dun sa board ko and he replied with “May pictures naman tayo sa instagram” which is true naman. He posts me in his instagram and sometimes even facebook stories pero for me iba pa rin tlga yung physical na picture which is what I told him and ang sabi nya is wala daw syang extra money and gusto nya pag mag picture us sa ganun may event/meaning behind it and I guess yung mga kinikimkim ko the past few months lumabas na kaya nagtampo na ako ng malala hahahaha

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Sabi ko sa kanya na di naman need na may event lang tayo magpipicture booth, I just want a physical memory that I can look and put on my board, and bakit ako lagi yung nagyayaya sa kanya mag picture, ako din lagi nagyayaya lumabas and nagpaplano kung saan and ano gagawin sa date namin. Ako din lagi nagyayaya sa kanya maglaro ng ibang games maliban sa ML like dying light (he played for a bit then never picked it up again) and legend of Zelda (to which he said na sa vacation na lang daw kasi mukhang maraming time need laruin yun but every night he plays WoW.), CoDM (di daw nya trip) Ako kasi yung type of person na if I enjoyed something be it a movie/series/game gusto ko ipanood sa kanila or ipalaro sa kanila. Pero sya hindi nya ako niyayaya maglaro ng ibang games na he enjoy like LoL, WoW etc. but I want to play those games with him because I want to bond with him. Sinabi ko sa kanya na ako gusto ko sya kalaro pero bat ako di nya ako iniinvite. Kasi for me he’s may Player 2 but minsan it feels like its not the same for him. Kasi he can invite other people to play but not me.

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Nagsosorry naman sya kagabi and lalabas daw kami this Sunday and mag photobooth but now it feels like I forced him na and it doesn’t feel genuine for me kasi feel ko kaya lang sya napilitan na kasi nagtampo na ako ng malala hahahaha

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First day of menses ko din kahapon kaya siguro out of whack yung hormones kaya siguro mejj OA ako or di naman? Hahahahaha parang away bata

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