We’re so similar yet so distant

I’ve never met somebody who had such close similarities to me all the way down to our birthdays. I find you odd but in a way that resembles me. I was drawn to you so harshly the moment I laid eyes on you in the strangest way. I didn’t lust, I was intrigued. It was so comforting and maybe I pushed you away because I was eager to hangout, but I couldn’t help it. I don’t have many friends and they’re all across the country. There was something so sad yet jolly about you. I wanted to know everything and I don’t get to meet people like us very often at all. I hope you find this, you most definitely have reddit if anything haha. I saw you tear the first and only time we hung out after a movie when I asked about your past. Mine isn’t nice either and I wish you’d open up. I’ve heard all kinds of gruesome stories and hold no judgement. I really do hope you see this somehow because i’d be way too embarrassed to text you. (ง’̀-‘́)ง