Please pray for me—I haven’t been feeling so great. 😞

For context: >!I was sick from an Eating Disorder for 4 very long years of my life due to Sexual Assault, I weighed 80lbs and was fighting to survive.!< April 2024 >!I was able to eat solid foods again. I still struggle with textures, but do my food exposures. I gained 100 more lbs and I now weigh 185-188lbs since it fluctuates.!< Idk why, but I feel disgusted in myself. >!My husband is very supportive in my decision to lose weight, but I’m so overwhelmed. I know the Bible speaks on gluttony, I eat to cope and it’s so hard. I always feel so out of place in clothing and the way I look!<. I know Jesus made me in His image, but I just don’t feel so special. I still pray, but I do cry a lot and feel sick most of the time.

Please no hurtful comments, insults, or anything derogatory. Positive verses or genuine advice is appreciated. May God bless whoever reads this. ❤️