Complicated

Hi my brothers and sisters. I’m new to Islam and between Muslims. It’s been 2 months or so since I started praying , fasting and trying to follow Quran. I am with a Muslim but I feel extremely guilty because first of all my family they don’t accept fasting, sometimes I feel bad because when my mom is home I can’t fast as I would like to and they don’t accept Islamic beliefs.

I feel trapped. My fiance is very kind and he is a good person but sometimes I have noticed he close to himself. He doesn’t shares much with me, even if I want to be with him. I feel he’s gatekeeping his feelings of everything that’s going on just for himself I pray Allah for his life to be blessed and happy, I won’t lie I don’t know what I should do. I cry every night in my room until sleep.

I can’t be myself and I feel bad that my husband doesn’t feel supported enough. What I can do

May Allah bless everyone