Do you know how hard it is to not have a daddy when wanted one for like 3 years?!

Do you know how hard it is to not have a daddy when wanted one for like 3 years?!

In the trenches

Do you know how hard it is to not have a daddy when you’ve wanted one for like 3 years?! Ugh it’s torture. I’ve been dying to be bottle fed. Even virtually or in person. Even a guy to buy me a stuffed animal. Pacis anything. Or some rules. It’s just so hard and in trying. I was trying to work things out with my ex and he went crazy on me, hiding bullets in my bedroom. I’m just done. Like just pushed to a point and now I need it even more. I want a daddy so bad! My next relationship has to be a ddlg one I can’t do a relationship. Even if not full time just part time I am super easy to please. It’s just so hard. It’s like throw a girl a bone here lol anyone else?