Nakakatakot umibig, no?

I grew up seeing unhealthy love. My parents stayed together but never shared the bed. I didnt see affection between them. Mom was a nagger, dad was emotionally unavailable. Siguro just stayed for the sake of staying. Dahil may mga bata. My two sisters had their relationships too, but ended up separated. Both of them taking care of their kids as solo parents. Without help from their baby daddies. For the longest time I told myself not to feel anything close to love. Be practical. Now it just feels sad. No one to share the wins and losses. No one to just be with. No one to hold you when life hits you hard. No one to witness your life unfold.

Daming feels. Wait ko muna may manligaw. 🥲