just got diagnosed 🙃

this past thursday i finally got diagnosed with bipolar 1 with rapid-cycling (or ultra rapid i cant really remember so sorry about that) and psychotic features and its all kinda surreal to me. i also have PTSD and GAD, but no shock there. i also have adhd previously diagnosed in my senior year of high school. but now all my suffering makes sense now???? its just kinda crazy. i just turned 20 as well so hopefully when i get older i wont be like this anymore lol.