F4M Any takers for a submissive, broken and emotionally messed up sugar mommy??? (Toxic)

Ps- I got some partners but I am still looking for a stand out guy for the play, Please don't bother sending such replies like, hello rp? Sext?I am genuinely not interested in one liners and low effort guys, it's a mood killer after writing a hugeass post fr

Hello there... Avantika here, 25 F from Pune, How's the Monday blues??? My monday is gonna suck for sure but heyy I will be leaving for my vacation today evening so no complaints, but now am bored and scrolling on reddit, so why not post a newly cooked post and see if I can get lucky and find a suitable guy for this story, and suitable for any other story I have on my profile or just a good guy to chat while I travel tonight in a sleeper bus hahaha...

To be clear i am genuinely looking for toxic guys only, who will gaslight my character, abuse me both physically and sexually, manipulate me to my limit, basically a toxic fuckboy who's just looking for set of holes in the desguise of being a fake lover, but at the end of the day he is just into me for my money, my body and because i let him abuse me.

(As usual the Marathi guys will get a brownie points)

So this idea came to me after reading a similar kinda post on Dirty pen pal (English version of this sub lol), it was about a divorcee man who had lost everything after his divorce, lost his house to his wife, the alamony is crushing him day by day and the job he is at sucks, so one of his friends suggest to downloyad the Sugar app, the app has many guys and women ready to spill the sugar for a partner. And him being a broken guy he hesitates but at last takes the opportunity and start seeking sugar and finds amuch kuch younger girl who's ready to spill the sugar.

But i don't wanna just stick to that story we can branch out and make something of our own.

Some of my ideas,

1. Similar to the first one, I am a college girl coming from a rich family, I have uninterrupted supply of money, but what i don't have is love in my life. I have never gotten it from my parents not did i found anyone my own age. In my twisted mind i mixed both these loves and started seeking older guys online, guys who are broke enough to ask my money but wild, toxic and dark enough to resemble my dad???

(We can discuss further)

2. I am a corporate girly in my early 30s, after my master's I got a huge pay raise and my life style changed significantly, my clothes, spendings and leisure in my life. But there's always gap that could never be filled, that gap is that I am still single, I've so career focused that i never gave enough time to anu relationship, I met a guy, we got close, i realised he is not ambitious enough for his life, I leave him, and that became a pattern, so at last I started to deliberately look for such guys, guys who are a looser, guys who have nothing in life, whom I can pay and be their sugar mommy, in return?? In return they will be getting a completely different kind of girl from my corporate girly persona, they will be getting a completely messed up girl, emotionally and mentally as well, the submissive girl who is paying them but serving them as well, for any halfwit guy this will be an golden opportunity and her DMs are filled with such guys, she goes clubbing searching for such guys, she is constantly searching these kinda guys...

3. I will be playing a much older woman in my 50s, I have been a dedicated woman all my life, I did everything right, i married young, been a supportive wife to my husband, gave him children , raised them, married them, but my husband left me, he died 3 years back, after that my life almost came to an stop.

My life has become very mundane, the same repeatative loop I am living in, house, office, sites, office, home, that's it, that's what my life has become. Untill someone comes into my mundane life with his chaos and charisma.

He joins my office as a junior architect, gets appointed in my team and to be honest he is not a very bright guys, messing up my projects, has a very bad attitude towards work and gets scolded by me here and there. You don't give a shit about the scolding though.

Days go by and one of my friends during our meet-up suggests me to install the sugar App, she teaches me everything about it and it genuinely sounds interesting to me as well, after all who doesn't like to scroll through tons and tons of hunky muscular hung guys??

Everything changes when you find my profile on the app, you get genuinely shocked to see me there, you see my allowance listing, and the allowance is literally more than your two months salary, it angers you to see that, all the built up anger during the scoldings comes back rushing to you and you decide to use this to torture me.

You'll start showing my profile in the office, you start so many vile rumours about me, you will start following me and keeping track of my movements. And you too will start chatting with me on that app as a catfish of course. I will reveal everything to you, from my emotional side to my personal side as well, and you will use all that info to get close to me personally. You will exploit me both financially and physically as well. The character will be same and the corporate girly one, she's messed up mentally and emotionally you will exploit that, you will take control of her whole life, you decide what she does, what she wears, when she sleeps, you will start to take her to many dates as well, make her drink, in the bedroom you will not show her any mercy, you will make her do such things which she hasn't even heard of due to the age gap, even BJ is a new thing for her but you will exploit her so good. I want the aspect where you will exploit her to the point that she is broken but she keeps coming back to you because you've added some pleasure in her mundane life.

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Phew.... That was a long write. Personally I am open for all three of the above plots but I after writing all of them I feel like I am gravitating towards the third one most, still I am open to all as long as you bring in a good resprocative energy and vibes...

The possibilities are endless and i am really looking for serious players, not at all entertaining hi, hello, rp?, kinds of reply.

Your messege must contain "Jellybean" as password kind of so i know you've read it fully. Please send detailed description of your character and what you bring to the table to brainstorm.

Languages i know - English, Hindi and Marathi. My kinks vary from mild to hard.

Mild - Romantic interactions, kissing, cuddling, mild Sub/Dom

Medium - Wild sessions, cheating, cuckolding, BDSM, rough behaviour, cum play, teasing, Orgasm denial, interfaith, interacial, raceplay, power dynamics, Gaslighting, slice of life, sci-fi.

Hard - Watersports, huge age gaps, DDLG, ageregression, humiliation, degradation, alpha male worship, older guys, manipulation, exploiting my insecurities, slut shame, body shame, extreme scenarios, Incest, breeding, forced, Non-con, free use, fake sympathy, owning, slave, risky situations, Voyeurism, playing some irl scenarios as Roleplay, Beast, size play, size difference.

We can discuss the limits. Trust be there aren't many.... See you...