Any thoughts?

Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about my faith. I love the Lord, and my relationship with Him is very important to me. But if I’m honest, there are times I feel spiritually burned out. Sometimes the pressure to attend everything or meet expectations makes me feel overwhelmed. Instead of feeling closer to God, I sometimes feel anxious or worried about disappointing people. There are moments when I even ask myself, “Am I backsliding?” I’ve also been thinking about disconnecting from church for a while, but at the same time I don’t know what I should do. I’m not sharing this to criticize anyone. I just want to be honest about what I’m feeling. I still love the Lord and want to keep growing in my faith. Has anyone else ever felt this way?