I don’t feel so pretty. .

⚠️TW-Weight/Appearance/ED Mention/Trauma—DO NOT READ IF IN LITTLE SPACE⚠️

I’m >!185-188lbs!< and I’m a 31 year old little. Every piece of clothing that fits me makes me feel >!so huge and hideous.!< I used to be so >!petite/small; but I let things happen.!< I was >!sick for 4 years of my life with an eating disorder that made me weigh 80lbs due to SA.!< My husband is an amazing Caretaker/Daddy for me; the Army always takes him away from me and it makes me feel like >!a pet with separation anxiety.!<

I feel like I’m >!not pretty enough.!< Idk..