Is it wrong for me to hate my condition because it doesn't have anything "special" or an upside really

For context I have Aphantasia (blank minds eye), SDAM (inability to relive memories), and POTS Syndrome. My entire life almost everyone around me has gotten diagnosed with similar things (like still neurodivergent) and yet theres seems to only make them better not worse. With mine i comepletely lack a memory half the time and can only recall certain things even then its hard because of the almost daily brain fog from pots. recently i have startes hating myself because of this and was just looking to vent.