Disappointed

I realized about an hour ago im actually angry at you. Im angry at how you let this happen. You treated me like I was nothing. Everything i did for you. You didnt give fuck. Something is wrong with you. I showed up every single day. I carried you emotionally while something was going on with me. Took that ring back cause you didnt deserve it pretty lady. You couldnt give me the bare minimum and I gave you years to get your mind together. Years. So yeah im fucking pissed. You hurt me. Fucking bad. No one has ever done me this dirty. I dont fucking care about the money. And you knew that. What the fuck I insisted on a prenup for? You told me I wouldnt let you contact your family? The fuck is wrong with you? I asked that u spend time with me if u were gonna go out with them. Bare fucking minimum. But you twisted that. And GASLIT me. I was nothing to you. For years. U left me at my most vulnerable. And you lied. Non stop. You broke every word. But your family believes all your fucking lies. And its sickening. I did everything for you. You didnt even try. Not one bit. U ran. Like u always do. Instead of solving problems. U run. U dont care who you hurt. So yeah im fucking angry at you. You said forever. And you fucking lied. And ur running again. Im just glad no one else got hurt but me. Hopefully not the cats. U watched it all happen. And said oh well. You SAW WHAT WAS GOING ON. MY HEALTH MEANT NOTHING TO YOU. YOURS MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME. 24/7. I WORRIED ABOUT YOU. where were u? Sitting round getting loaded. So yeah im fucking pissed. U wasted my time and lied to me. You pretty lady are a selfish liar. U tried to rewrite me. Your family cant cover for you. They cant cover all your lies. There is too many of them. U created this situation. I kept telling you how to fix it for years. Bare minimum is all I asked. Nothing crazy. I literally sat at home so you would have alone time with the kid and what the fuck did that get me? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. U wont heal. U wont try. Ur just a waste of oxygen at this point. Broken and pathetic liar. And I pity you. Go sleep with some strangers and spread some herpes. See how far that gets you pretty lady. You wont find someone ever who gives a fuck as much as I did. You just wont. And you took advantage of that. U think I give a fuck about what you do or where u go? Are you that deluded? I dont care. At all. U are dead inside. Just a cold and dead inside. My issues are proven to be medical. Not psychological. Not hes just angry. Nah. Legitimate medical issues you let happen. The one person I trusted. And u stabbed me in the back. U did that. Own your shit. Tell your aunt what u really did. U wont. Cause ur afraid she will look at you as you really are. U ran. Like a scared child. Blamed me and ran. You are miserable inside. Ill survive. I always do. U forced me to get back into a life I actively avoided and left behind for you. You lied about saying u had me so I could get surgery. U lied. Again. Lies lies lies. Your just a liar. Thats what you are. Ull say anything. Doesnt matter. How much u invest into me $100k you'll be lucky if unrecoup 25 of that. LUCKY. You walked away and flushed 100k down the drain. Instead of just getting me to the ER. You caused Irreparable harm to me. You did that. You fucked my health up. Due to your inaction. Then blamed me and wouldn't believe me. If I was anything like I used to be id tell u to run far far away. But im not. U tried to rewrite who I am. Wont work. U have no idea what actual hard life is. But you'll play the victim any day of the week pretty lady. Thank you. For letting me see the real you. You are still there. The woman I met and fell in love with. But your scared and broken. Itll take years and years of therapy to bring her back.