jowa who doesn't force me to do stuff

first time to decline joining a game event with my boyfriend. i usually join but sobrang na burn out ako this week and kulang pa tulog ko because my meds didn't work properly (anx meds).

I've heard of unwilling partners, na nakikisama lang, and while i like my bf's friends, di talaga kaya ng utak ko today mag 6hrs na board/cars games, as in magbabasa palang ng rules, tjen implementation, and the competition.

i was nervous kasi baka ma off siya sakin na sumama pa ko pero di ako maglalaro, but i said yes weeks ago pa and gusto ko parin siya kasama. but he just asked if i were okay and when i said yes, inaantok lang talaga ako, he apologized for not being attentive enough.

nawala worries ko, and I'm happy na i can easily tell him if i don't want to do something. even in private, saying no is very easy because he's someone who prioritizes my comfort above everything else.

skl. currently waiting for them to finish gaming but i hope everyone finds a love like this.