Cleared CA Inter with AIR in first attempt + Big 4 articleship… but can’t enjoy it

I started CA a bit late due to lack of guidance, i know these are big milestones and I worked really hard for them. But strangely, I don’t feel the happiness I thought I would.

I keep comparing myself with my peers who clear Inter at 19–20, while I’ll be turning 23 this April. Because of that, it feels like I’m somehow “late” even though I know that doesn’t logically make sense.

It’s a weird feeling: achieving something you worked for, but not being able to fully enjoy it.

Does anyone know how to deal with this?