Reddit I need advice!!

(english is not my first language, sorry long post) My parents are the kind of ones who love their kids, do everything to feed them, go to their limits, but is it still love if you will always be right? Is it love if I have to keep quiet just so I won't get hrt, Is it love if I need the custom pieces you play, Is it love when I keep yelling to stop because it hrts when you throw pnches, slps, and sharp objects at me? Is it love that you still keep doing it even though I have told you it's wrong, Is it love I also do my best helping in your work, school, and extra job and still not enough for you? Is it love if I have to be the wrong and you'll always be the right. When will I get out of this place, all my money has gone to school. Is it love if tomorrow this is just going to be a routine? Sometimes I just want an out because I know a single conversation with them won't change their perspective because I have tried since I was born to even make you happy in my existence but it always keep repeating. The worst is that the community says that it is the child fault because we're merely a child that mustn't have a right because they are the reason why you are alive now they have sacrifice everything for you. I have a hunch that neither or one of them are my parents because I have a blood type 0, my mom has B and my dad has AB. Honestly I just want to rest.