should i try online dating??

so to start, i (14M) live in the deep south. I’m a fat bastard and i’m not conventionally attractive, and at this point i’m very close to desperate for a relationship. should i wait it out and see if i can start talking to someone irl or should i start trying to talk to people online?

P.S, sorry if this is breaking rule 11, i’m not specifically seeking to date anybody on this server!!