I can’t stop thinking of my ex

We had a very dirty relationship for a long time. We used to call it “being naughty” sometimes she’d come into the room dressed up, and start playing with herself, telling me it’s not mine, it’s someone else’s… she’d then go out with her friends ect -and eventually come home…. With her p***y full of c*m

And omg it was like nectar to me 🤤 slipping her sticky panties to the side and playing with it was so dirty… she used to send me videos while I was working away of her giving oral to someone els … even after she would say she’d never do that.. but she did. It’d turn me on so much. Just the thought of her being dirty, dressed up, legs spread for someone els drives me insane. I can’t get over her… I just have to confess… am I crazy?