Got rocks thrown at me yesterday

I’m posting here again because I honestly don’t know who else to talk to and I feel really alone right now. About 3ish years ago, a bunch of my classmates found my website and social media accounts where I used to post about being queer, atheist and arab. That’s how they found out that I’m gay and an atheist. Since then, things have been really shitty for me at school. I’ve been bullied and treated differently just because of who I am. Even the teachers treat me like shit and won't ever defend me if they see me getting bullied. And yesterday I was walking outside in my neighborhood when a group of my classmates were waiting for me. They told me to come talk to them and threatened to call my mom and show her my blog posts (for some fucking weird ass reason they still have them saved) Then they started throwing rocks and sharp objects like pieces of glass at me. One of them hit my stomach and injured me pretty badly. I went back home crying and I’m still in pain. I even had to cancel my SAT exam today because I couldn’t make it to the test center. I just feel exhausted and trapped right now. I hate living here in saudi like this country sucks how am I supposed to be proud of my country when my own people would kill me for being different