i’m just stuck on everything

i remember him, he used to call me all of these sweet names and he was so formal—he literally stood out from all of the other people that wanted me. ever since Ive lost him, about 2 years ago i’ve just been a wreck, i had to get therapy, ive been sh’ing a lot more, and overall just have been horrible. i know it’s for the better that he blocked me and i have no trace to contact him ever again, but still.