I feel so lost in life

I feel so lost in life without my parents.

I’m 27. My mother passed to cancer. I was with her holding her hand till her last breath. A year later my dad passed from liver failure. I was there holding his hand till his last breath too. They were my best friends on this planet.

Since they passed I’ve felt so lost in life. I inherited the house and paid it off. I have no girlfriend or wife or kids.

I have a job I’ve been at for 7 years making 58k a year. Not alot of savings since I’ve been paying debt off myself.

I think I came up with a plan to not be lost anymore but idk. I’ve visited Japan several times and I love Tokyo man.

I’m almost finished with my bachelors degree. I need to lose weight so I’ve been counting calories and going to the gym. I’ve already started to learn Japanese. I’ve got the snowball effect on my debt rolling. I only owe 2000ish dollars left on credit cards then I’m debt free. After that I plan on saving as much as possible for a year or so before attempting to make the move.

I feel like I have a solid plan. But at the same time I feel like I don’t.

My current house doesn’t feel like home anymore since my parents are gone. But I can make some fixes to it and rent it out while I live abroad.

Job wise in Japan. I’m looking at trying to get on at a data center.