Realization hitting hard!!! Crisis bhayo..

Im 21M and its bihey season again. Eta uti jhatta phatta bihey bhairacha and mero ghar mani mero bihey ko kura bhairathyo, my parents were discussing it. Ani i realized ma sanga ta date garne idea nai chaina.

I was in a relationship back in 9 class. Lasted 3 years till 11 and we broke up. Tespachi i haven’t dated anyone. Not like move on bhayena or shit, its just that kti haru annoying hunchan until you find that one.

Aba how do i find that one?

Ma bihana clz janchu ani office ani belka gym ani ghar aayo sutyo

Hapta ma 6 din yei bhayo, sanibar kaile kta haru sanga kaile family sanga kaile ghar mai. Mero kunai pani social place ma kti chainan dherai, ma daru khanna club janna only ramailo for me is rati gym bata farkida gadi ma dyang dyang thulo music, champions league nights, premier league and gyan gun ka kura with ppl.

Aba ma kaaaa bata khojnu koi. 19 barsa samma ta destiny destiny bhanna hunthyo tara aba after my 2 mama are left unmarried at the age of 40 and 46 ramro kti napayera, im a little worried.