So may girlfriend ako...

So may gf ako (wlw) 1yr na kami and all throughout our relationship masaya kami at masasabi kong healthy relationship. So ganto ilang months nakong nakakaramdam na parang may kulang sakin, parang kulang yung pagmamahal na binibigay ko sa kanya idk, but i always make sure na napaparamdam ko sa kanya na mahal ko sya pero sa sarili ko parang may kulang. I have this ex and nagbreak kami september 2024, that relationship isn't as good as I have right with my new gf. Sa relasyon namin na yan ko nabuhos lahat ng pagmamahal na meron ako para sa sarili ko at para taong minamahal ko that's why naiisip ko na baka yun yung kulang na nararamdaman ko this past few months. Idk? Move on na ba ko or what. Please I need your help, feel free to bash me or what. I've been thinking to break up with my gf and just to focus on myself. Bcs I know im being unfair to her. Hirap na hirap nako, mahal ko yung gf ko pero ang problema ko yung sarili ko at ayokong may ganto akong thoughts palagi bcs im being unfair. Pls i need y'alls opinion 😭😭😭