i (16f) have been talking to this boy (19m) for 3 months now after knowing him for\~3.5 years. we met while i lived in his area but i moved this past summer.

he is great, super sweet, kind, caring, compassionate, loving even. but he refuses to put a label on it.

i would understand if we hadn't met before i moved a tew hours away or it we met and were strictly platonic, but hes always made it clear he wants something more than friends something less than a relationship. when i asked him why he didn't want to be my boyfriend, he would say he did but wasnt ready.

we had a HUGE falling out over something stupid maybe 10 months after we first first met and we haven't spoken since then. he messaged me in January asking to talk and i agreed. since then we've been flirting and talking and whatnot.

recently (past two or so weeks), ive been really really struggling with mood swings and depression way worse than normal. i hardly respond to anyones texts, including his, because of this and he got very upset.

i guess im looking for some kind of advice? maybe some insight to why hes being like this? what i do next? anything, something, please.

\*\*\* I KNOW im bad at talking in text, im autistic and was having some super major melt 

Casual Not-Boyfriend (?)