TransV or Transrectal utz

No hate po PLS, sobrang stressed out lang talaga ako right now because I honestly do not know what to do.

Wala po ba talagang OB na pumapayag sa transV ultrasound for virgins.., even if I explain that I really prefer it over transrectal? I really really do not think I can go through with a transrectal ultrasound and would rather consider other options.

Papayag po kaya sila if I clearly say that I’m willing naman and that this is really my preferred option?

Kahit anong pilit, convince, at gaslight ko sa sarili ko, hindi ko talaga kaya ang transrectal ultrasound, and it’s already taking a toll on me mentally..