I don’t know what’s wrong with me, why can’t I make close friends?

I lost my friends bc they are too busy with their bfs now. I miss having girl friends, I feel so alone, I struggle to make friends as I can never get passed a certain stage. I feel like people genuinely like can’t bring themselves to wanna know me. Like people like me but not enough to have a genuine bond with like text and go out, I don’t reallly have a best friends anymore and I just feel so like alone. I try making friends but I can never get that closeness with anyone but my ex friends. They want nothing to do with me anymore though so idk.

What is wrong with me?

Why am I so unable too but everyone else can find people, I’m genuinely so alone.

I have a bf too, but I want girls friendships too, it’s just different.