25 [F4M] let's get to know each other and then ghost each other

Not my first time here but have taken a break for a while.

i've been on this journey for a while, and i've made some great friends along the way...but i'm still searching for that one person that there's just an undeniable chemistry with. maybe we can blame it on the fact that i'm picky, but i know he's out there so for now, i'll keep searchin'.

I'm trying my best to find a middle ground between "I'm here just to flirt and maybe talk dirty" and "I'm starved enough for affection that long distance codependence sounds comforting."

The relevant details are the usual suspects: long term relationship, dead bedroom. Partner is career-oriented enough that it's affecting even our (little) time together.