I definitely miss you

As of now maybe in the moment but I do miss you. Your way of caring of your siblings and family I love that you can be express that loudly.

Also how you care about friends you help them in a way you can be even neighbors to be kind. We all need kindness and a help in hand when needed.

Agh I hate that I love you bc of that. Fondness caring nurturing ways of yours. I really did love you.

Now I’m just here little too sad. Depressed there’s nothing I can do in a situation like this.

I had dream where you had put all anger or hate aside & you forgave me & handed flowers for me forgave me. :c I felt so relieved you weren’t angry at me anymore. I wish we talked I wished we had some kind of talk where we both had a farewell. But being left with no talk of how things ended is giving me. A nightmare to be exact. :/ I hope you’re doing well.

I miss you. :’c