Motivation deh do NEET

On May as you all know NEET is comming and I am pretty scared what's gonna happen like real scared, Please my parents don't push and say if not this year then next like how is that possible I gotta do this year itself Right now I was doing my MCQs still I am not confident I have to revise my 11 concepts so many MCQS to practice so much to do in 1 month I am real scared not depressed or anything I am alright however its pretty worring for me. My school never helped me much feels like i should had gone offline coaching instead of online it would have been better, I don't wanna carry my guilt nor i am asking for sympathy or trying to do something stupid to end myself.
I merely want to say I want to get AIIMS Delhi like every aspirant and want to be a real good Doctor in future I want to work hard I will.
Help me to say determined request