I’m already pissed at the state of the world, and now I’m single again.

I’ve only been in 2 real relationships in my life. One was right out of high school and lasted 8 years. I just got broken up with again. This time after only 4 months, but this hurts even more.

Covid sucked ass. Things never got better since then. I haven’t been even slightly okay with a president since Obama. Prices for everything suck.

I make just barely enough money to qualify for an apartment, despite my 790 credit score and 100% payment history for 10 years. I make just enough to qualify, but I make way too much money to have health insurance, or really any govenment help at all. How can I struggle to bad to pay for anything, but still be way to “rich” to qualify for any help. I went to the doctor, because I’ve put it off for a decade. I thought I had free health insurance, but I make “too much money” even though if I made one cent less I would not qualify for housing at all.

How was somebody supposed to live in normal life where they make too much money to qualify for help but not enough money to survive paycheck to paycheck. This world is broken and it makes me feel bad about every person I see and every aspect of life seems pointless and rigged.