What placement in a chart indicates that a person may never be loved by anyone in this world?

U may think I’m delusional, and that’s fine. However, throughout my life I’ve noticed that people only show me love when they need something or have some expectations from me that I can’t always fulfill. Once their need is met, they don’t even bother to check whether I’m alive or dead. This has happened with my own people, my parents and friends whom I trusted. What could be the reason for this?