When a guy flirts with me, I kind of reject it by pulling away or being awkward and I don’t know how to stop doing that.

Whenever I hang out with a guy and they try to get touchy, I pull away. I make it seem like I don’t like them even though I do. Example; yesterday I was hanging out with this guy and he was trying to assist me on how to poll. He was like holding my hand and stuff to show the positions and I was just getting uncomfy so I kept telling him i can do it myself. At the end he was trying to touch my face to put my hair behind my ear and I pulled my head away and tucked it behind my ear myself ☠️ It just goes naturally. I’ve tried to relax and accept the touches because I do want to be touched but my body just pulls away each time it happens. Next week we are going to meet again so does anyone have any tips on how to stop doing that? Im on the point of just taking a shot before eachtime i hang out w a guy 😭