18 [M4A] [UK] Looking for a father figure to help me and talk about my attraction towards my mother.

Hello there! I’m looking to talk to individuals specifically older individuals about certain feelings I’ve been having towards my own mother.

There’s reasonings as to why I wish to talk to older and more descriptive partners which are around the age of my own father. I’m a very sheltered person, I don’t have friends of my age and barley have any friends really. And it’s hard and sensitive to talk about such things with anybody. So words of encouragement and hope about why I’m normal and motivating me in terms of helping me understand my feelings and teaching me how to harness them and use them as a father and a mentor is primarily what I’m looking for.

A friend, a dad and a loving person. Isn’t that what every guy requires? Especially a man of my age who wishes to get wisdom from the older generation and advice.

As I mentioned I’m from a sheltered family which was raised on respect as an individual that’s older than myself I will treat you and speak to you just like the way a father would do his son and I wish for you to do the same and treat me as such. I’m keen to have a loving bond together and dwelve further into my aspects and more so hear from individuals such as yourself about experience and how in their mature age their words are always wise (especially perverse ones).

I hope this post finds you in good health. Please feel free to message me whenever this post is up and running and however long it is up.