Am I Awake?

I stirred from a horrible nightmare. It's the same people, only the location changes. It's always the same scenario. I'm helpless. I'm struggling. I'm continuing to cry out in pain and frustration that I can't help them. They are right there. I can't help myself. How can I help them? Everyone seems so real. They are not real.
No one answers my calls anymore. I'm trapped in a body all doctor's want to do is ignore me.
I don't have anyone left. I have nothing to offer. I just hope tonight Gracie doesn't leave me alone on the top of the hill.
I woke up alone.